Echoes of our hearts

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of ourhearts. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so muchthat we lose ourselves in our emotions. More often than not, we wonderwhy there are love that grows, and love that grows cold. We wouldstart to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong.But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannotquestion love when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as italways has been....silent, mysterious and deeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only tobe disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and ourhearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to befulfilled. But love is a gift given to us. We should not hold it inour hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when itdecides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while itlast and then freely open our arms when its time to say good-bye.

When we fall in love, we don't want that feeling to end for it iseverything we are, everything we wanted to be. We pray that love willstay and grow in our hearts. But if it doesn't then we should neverlet our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartachesbegin.

There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to saygood-bye to the feeling we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave ourhands with a heavy heart. For love will have to set its wings free andfind the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again,when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we willhear that feeling resounding silently forever.

Then we'll know that love never left us, for the good that we havebecome because of love will always stay. Love will always be there,reminding us that we should be thankful and happy not because we havelost love, but because, for once in our lives, that feeling calledlove lived in our hearts and made us happy.

ulan ulan pantay kawayan...paglalakbay namin iyong patnubayan

monday na monday pero tamad na tamad akong bumangon... ang sama ng pakiramdam ko... sakit ng ulo ko...wala naman akong gagawin pero bumangon na rin ako mga bandang 7...nag usap lang kami ng mama ko.. mga plano at mga ngyayari sa araw araw at mangyayari sa hinaharap.......gusto ko mag ayos ng room ko pero di ko talaga kaya....nanood nalang kami ng video ng alaga namin nung kinoronahan sya as baby princess...natapos un mga 10 and nagkataon naman na nasa labas ung alaga kong baby damulag kaya tinawag ko para kumain kami sa taas...natulog ulit ako pagka alis nila mama punta skul....nagising ako bandang 12 and ayun naligo na para pumasok....natagalan ako umalis ng haws dahil ang lakas ng ulan... pinatila ko pa muna bago ako umalis... walang traffic kaya ang ok ang byahe pero pagdating ng may camachile.. ayun me bumalagbag na hataw na jeep.. binangga ung delivery van.... e kc naman itong mga driver ng mga hataw na ito... oras na makahawak ng manibela ay naku kala mo lumilipad ang mga jeep na minamaneho nila.. kelangan mong kumapit ng mahigpit or else baka makipaghalikan ka kay kamatayan ng maaga.......sobra sila makahataw magmaneho kahit na umuulan e alam nilang basa ang kalsada at madulas... tsk tsk tsk.. akala ko un na ang huling aksidenteng madadaanan ko ngaun.. pero hindi pa pala...

pagdating ng laloma....akala ko me parada kc merong nakahimpil na 2 white na kotse at scooter pero wala namang mga sign na nagkabanggaan...pagdating namin sa me bandang unahan.. ayun na...dun ko nakita ang totoong eksena... naku kawawa yong kotseng silver... yupi yupi talaga dun sa may driver's side..pati mirror nya , bumper, door sa side nya pati na rin yong door sa likuran... i wonder kung buhay ba ang driver nun... pero ang truck na kabangaan nya hayun at ilaw lang sa left side nya ang nadale at konting yupi lang ng bumper....

alam ko accidents happen when you least expect it kahit pa gaano ka kaingat.. pero sana naman magkaron at magbaon ng extra ingat ang mga nagmamaneho lalo na when its raining...

Let's be 'Prends'

http://news.inq7.net/infotech/index.php?index=1&story_id=15835

Updated 06:45pm (Mla time) Oct 23, 2004

By Joey AlarillaINQ7.

SURE, most of you have heard of Friendster, but did you know the Philippines has a Filipino version called Prendster?

Well, actually a number of Filipino Friendster-type services have come and gone, but Prendster has gone from being a Friendster “spoof “ to a thriving online community, with more than 11,000 registered members, according to webmaster Hanzel. Incidentally, I confirmed this by registering as a user myself; in fact, Hanzel said that they would have even more members if they did not remove 7, 000 inactive members on July 26.

Hanzel shared that the initial Friendster spoof was only limited to the “network of friends” image, which is still on the site’s main page but is now smaller. Prendster, however, could not offer similar services and instead transformed itself into a forum-based online community.

“We had limited resources and knew very little about web programming then, so we resorted to forums instead. It was only on July 22 that we added the Social Networking System which is in some ways similar to that of Friendster,” Hanzel shared.

From what I’ve seen so far, Prendster does have a very lively online community compared to other forum-based ones. What differentiates Prendster from these other sites?

“Well, I think what makes Prendster different from other forums are its features and innovations. Unlike other forum-based Filipino communities, Prendster is accessible via WAP (wireless application protocol; access http://wap.prendster.com using your mobile phone to try it out. Unfortunately, however, the site disclaimer states that “it is inaccessible for Globe GPRS users”) and has a Social Networking System integrated with the forums, which allows users to send invitations and testimonials to their friends. We may not be the best but we’re very happy with what our community has become in less than a year,” Hanzel said.

According to Hanzel, the Prendster community has had several eyeballs (EB) in the past months and they hope to have a grand EB to celebrate their first anniversary on December 22.

And what are their plans for 2005?

“We hope our active user base will grow. We’re also planning to bring back the free e-mail service for our members as well as the Web-based trivia game next year, because we really want to give our members the kind of enjoyment they deserve. As our saying goes, ‘Prendster cures boredom.’”

first friday of nov.

friday na naman...............and its the first friday of the month............the day went on well naman except for those annoying text na hindi ko naman pinatulan during the morning pero nun hapon na e di na kinaya ng powers ko ang pasensya kaya nakatikim na sya ng tarak ng kamandag ni berta kaya ayun.. nag mellow din sya pero sige pa rin ng pang aasar.. hay naku..tatanda ako ng husto pag pinansin ko ng pinansin... good thing me dumating na grasya kaya ayun napangiti na naman ako ng abot hanggang tenga

explore to the max kami nila purple and mabic.. nakausap ko pa si renz sa ym and syempre ask ko sya about his so called "isang linggong pag-ibig"...tsk tsk tong mga anak kong to talaga o nawala lang ang nanay nila e kung ano ano ng pinag gagawa kaya minsan mahirap sa mga kabataan ang malayo sa mga nanay nila dahil hindi sila nasusubaybayan sa kanilang mga kilos at desisyon...

mejo umuuulan when i was about to go home na kaya mejo nalate ako ng dating sa quiapo church... alam ko mejo me galit ako nung morning till tanghali pa and pinakikiramdaman ko sarili ko kung nandun pa ba un feeling na yon kc kung ganun pa rin e might as well go home na nga lang at wag na muna magsimba... pero ewan ko ba.. siguro gusto NYA talaga ako makapiling sa araw na un at habang papalapit ako ng papalapit sa Tahanan NYA ay nararamdaman ko na nagiging masaya ako inside and out... nakalimutan ko yong pang aasar na ginawa ng isang tao kanina sa akin at naka smile na ako pagpasok ko sa Tahanan NYA

mejo nawala sa isip ko na first friday ngayon kaya hindi ako umalis ng maaga sa work.... susme pagdating ko ang daming tao sobra.. kahit umuulan e ang dami pa rin sa labas ng simbahan at kailangan ko pang sumiksik para lang di mabasa (ayaw ko kc ilabas ang payong ko at baka mabasa hehehe)... good thing patapos na un mass pagdating ko kaya wala pang isang minuto ang hinintay ko at nakapasok na rin ako... naaliw pa ako dun sa mag bf na nasa unahan ko kc nakipagsiksikan sila para dun sa pagbless.... at wow... napangiti ako when i saw their hands together na nakataas... haaay ang sweet nila.. dun namemelt ang heart ko pag ganun ang guy.... naisip ko tuloy.. ang swerte naman ng babaing to

every week ako nagsisimba dito sa quiapo and every week din ako me napapansing pagbabago.. this time ang napansin ko e ang vidi wall..kung un nga ang tawag dun..asenso na...computerized na .. a few months ago naalala ko natawa pa ako kc sa pari lang finofocus un camera and sa gitna ng kaseryosohan ng mass aba ewan ko ba naman dun sa camera man at sa pari lang itinutuk ang camera kahit pa nga nagbabasa pa un lector..ayun di aware ang pari na sa kanya pala nakatutok un camera napahikab ang swak na swak sa camera un butas ng ilong nya hehehehe...di ko tuloy naiwasan mapangiti during that time though lam ko na dapat pinigilan ko kc its one way of distracting my attention from the mass

now, back to the mass...sapul ako sa sermon.. i mean not really sapul kundi nagkataon lang na ung verse na binasa is about dun sa pinababantayan na lupain ng panginoon at nung malaman nya na minimis manage ng kanyang katiwala ay binawi nya ito .... nakaka relate ako dito kc a few days ago ganito ginawa ko dun sa pinababantay ko sa province... binawi ko sa kanya at pinabantayan sa iba at kahit na ano pang pagmakaawa nya ay di ko pinagbigyan dahil sya lang ang kumikita at ako ay hindi kc ang dami dami nyang reasons everytime tapos na silang magcopra tsk tsk tsk bakit nga ba me taong ganito?

sa mass pa rin.. since yoko naman magkwento tungkol dun sa grrrrr ...... ask ng priest..bakit daw ang tao pag nagsisimba e kelangan 1 hour lang talaga ang nakalaan nilang oras para dun at kapag matandang pari na ang nag o officiate ng mass at mabagal magsalita o kaya naman mejo napahaba ang sermon ng pari at inip na inip na gustong gusto ng lumabas or ung iba naman na hindi talaga makatiis e lumalabas kahit na nasa kalagitnaan ng sermon.. meaning.. masyadong nagmamadali ang mga tao pag sa simbahan ang punta.. pero pag ka sa mall daw or sa pasyalan o sa kung saan man kahit abutin pa ng 2 hours mahigit ay walang reklamo at minsan paglabas pa ng sinehan at sasabihin pa na "bitin ang palabas"..... honga naman.. bakit nga ba hindi tayo makapag bigay ng buong isang oras sa Kanya gayong inuubos naman natin ang lahat ng oras natin sa trabaho, gala at kung ano ano pang pinagkakaabalahan

It Might Be You

by Stephen Bishop

Time...
I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching sea birds fly
Wishing there would be
Someone waiting home for me
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life
Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place
Would I recognize the face
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to make
And with so much love to make
I think we're gonna meet some time
Maybe all we need is time...
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life
I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you all of my life
It's you, It's you
I've been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it's you (It's you), maybe it's you (It's you)
I've been waiting for you all of my life
Maybe it's you, maybe it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life